Maybe One DayYour glance..Maybe One Day by LACYDRAWERS
Has me stumbling blindly through scenarios,
inventing trysts within my imagination
Covetously spoken in desirous tones, sending
shivers to rankle up and down my spine
Hot as burning embers, searing a path
of ultimate submission, culminating in ecstasy
Lost in tangled aromas of sandalwood and
passions musk, with the promise of always
Warm as summer sunshine, with a hint of
yearning hunger, and unadulterated lust
I have not met you yet; but I will know you when I do..
Sadly SoToday is turning out to be one of the most disappointing days of my life.Sadly So by LACYDRAWERS
What does that mean?
Hell I don't know!!!!
Maybe I am too trusting.
Or just maybe others are too deceptive in their nature.
What has happened to TRUST?
I could kick myself right about now.
To cut a story short, I had distanced myself from a situation and after many months of healing and self-recrimination I felt as if I had healed enough to forgive myself for letting myself be put in a position that turned out to be detriment to myself, mentally and physically. Then an offering of sorts came out of the blue to make me believe that to finally put this demon to rest was to face it and then move on.
Am I really stupid or did I have a momentary lapse of sanity?
I prefer to believe it was the latter!
STUPID is not a complimentary word but in my case it fits me to a tee.
DAMN it that people can be so duplicitous.
Another lesson learned I guess, but such a painful way to realize that we all